not long been back. went out and spent £5 of that £25 for monday in the shops. Bought a load of sweets for the kids who're gonna be knocking my door down over the next few days. any left over are mine lol. took saffy for a quick run around the park as well.

big brother auditions come to brum 15th december. can't wait! hope i manage to get further this time! will be so disappointed if i dont!

got my ace statements through. need to work out now how much they owe me off the charges, then i can claim the credits back and pay that bill. was thinking over my debts last night, and dragged out a couple this morning which i know, come next week, will be gone. just the huge ones will be left, ie all the cards, the mortgage and secured loan, and the ground rent debts. the biggest one im able to clear off with my money will be the electricity bill of just over £700, so that's a good start, then the water bill of just over £100, which i still feel theyve got wrong, and the two small bupa bills. ive got a little on the orange bill to pay off as couldnt afford to pay it off in full, and the ace catalogue. it wont make much difference to the full amount i owe on everything, but it'll cut the companies i owe to down by about half, which is good.

was thinking about becoming a driving instructor. those who know me, can stop laughing now please, cause i know im not a brilliant driver, but it's a living lol. anyway, i think im not gonna bother, after losing my temper while trying to do the one maneuveur i still cant do properly in the car earlier, parallel parking! must be the hardest maneuveur in the book (and maneuveur must be one of the hardest words to spell as well, cause im sure ive spelt it wrong. never mind)! i hate it! i ended up driving round the block again til a bigger space was available lmao. god how sad!

anyway, think ill see what time x factor is on and plan my evening from there. god im so sad!